If i can disappear from this world~

now, da only 1 i have is u blog...even though u r my mangkok hayun..but wif u, i can throw whatever feeling i had, situation i face, n throw what ever i want..only wif u.....now, i noe everything, i can feel da pain, but i cant see it...coz, da pain cum from inside...inside of my heart.....God, i noe, whatever happen for a reason, but i dunnoe,whether i can still face all of this or not...its to hard YA ALLAH.............1 by 1 cum n ruin my life perfectly....smile,smile,smile n smile.....but inside im dying.....if i can disappear from this world.....may i??


then i will says,
SELAMAT TINGGAL DUNIA~